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HERE IS WHY YOU SHOULD BUY AN iPOD Today, the humble iPod withstood its toughest test yet - falling 12 feet into a drain, no, a storm drain. Here's how it happened. Me, Sany, Ethan and JORAM were sitting just outside the Esplanade, accompanying Rachel on her wonderful job of counting people. Prior to taking a seat, we all concluded that we should be careful not to drop any of our precious belongings into the drain. So we sat, and chatted till about 10. It was time to leave, when Mr Stupid of the day, JORAM TAN, got up and down went his iPod nano into the filthy shithole. Laughter was the order of the day, and we could not stop. HAHAHAHA. SORRY JORAM. We called security, who then called the maintainence people, who then had to climb into the storm drain to pick out his precious little gadget. The song playing on his iPod at that time - Its My Curse. AND IT STILL WORKED. How apt. LOL. Anyway, SIP launch today. Yellow Box Studios I shall be heading to. $500 per month allowance. Citib...
QINGLING says: to our dearest QUARTER MASTER...... the committee has decided to send you on behalf to represent our cca TENPIN BOWLING to go for the Student Leader Training Camp (SLTC) on the 8 and 9 of April. This is YOUR HONOUR! =) please take note and record it on your calendar just in case you forgets...... ¦ mª®©™¦~Lσ-§µ×?~ [Experience Is What You Get, When You Don't Get What You Want] says: I AM NOT GOIN EAT SHIT AND DIE HAHAHA. Marc, Marc, Marc. Retarded as ever.
One thing I really don't understand. I have a bloody license but my parents don't allow me to use the car. I see so many of my friends having their own cars a month after they pass, or are able to drive on their own at the very least. Its been 2 months since i passed, yet i don't get to drive on my own. Whats the frickin logic man. Seriously. Who's the one who kept asking me to take my bloody license, and now who's the one saying I'm not allowed to drive on my own. Whats the use of reading the papers and keep telling me about youngsters dying in accidents etc. Its not gonna make me a better driver of any sort you know. Parents nowadays. SIGH. Sarah, I know you feel the same way. LOL.
I was right about you people all along. Since the first day I spent with you till today, I had an impression. That impression was justified. You never spare a thought for others, you think you're some superstar and that people should bow down to you. Please, wake up your fucking ideas. Do you really think you'll go far in life doing what you do now? Do you think people really like you? Do you think people respect you for who you are? Think carefully. The reason why I've such and angsty person of late is because of you. You really disgust me so much, I'd rather watch my dog mate than talk to you. I really don't know why I opened up to you, I don't know why I bothered being nice, I don't know why I bothered saving your asses when you were desperate. Why the hell are there even people like you in the world? Its you that make the world an absolute shit hole to live in. I very well know that hate is a strong word, but honestly, the acute dislike i have for you mi...
I want to perform on a big stage one day. Lights, crowd, a full band set up and hopefully a night to remember for people. Dream chasing probably isnt such a bad thing. Hah. Its touching how a performance can bring up tears. All i know its that if you put your heart into each performance, you'll create that emotion which many performers lack. Hopefully someday I'll be able to do that. Take the music to a whole new level. Van's concert last night thought me a few things. I was touched, I was inspired. I felt proud of her. Just watching her dance was probably the best thing of the day, 100000 times better than performing at MediaBiz awards. Munah and Charmaine were seriously good too. And guess what. I started typing at 12pm, its now 1.11 am. I forgot to click "PUBLISH POST". Smart.
When it rains, life gets boring. You can't get out of the house to do stuff. Yes, its the obvious. But heck, I'm boring myself to death. Winning Eleven on my PSP isnt fun anymore. Its so mundane. I thought of going bowling today. Just to get a bit of training for the very fact that I'm very very rusty. Unfortunately, due to the innately existent fact that rain makes you feel sleepy, I decided to keep myself at home. Its mightily tempting to take the car out BUT, I think I shouldnt. Haha. My parents wouldnt exactly allow me to drive on my own yet, I suppose. Well, I not saying I havent sneaked the car out before though. HAHA. Sssshhhhh. Ok, Sany and Rach just decided to come over to make waffles. LOL. Botaky wants to go to vivo, so we'll leave him to that. Eh shit, it stopped raining. -.- See, it took me 10 mins to get from the second paragraph to the third, given my ultra sleepy mode, and the rain stopped. How nice. My brain has stopped processing and I can write no fur...
I wish I had more freedom. To be able to do things at my own time, at my own pace. To be able to give more time to the people I love. Its strange when I think of people who have less freedom than I do right now, but I just feel like I don't have enough of it. Not for a 20 year old at least. There are times when I dream of being grown up, working, having my own car, house, wife and kids. Its like dreaming about the perfect lifestyle that I'd wanna have, and to share that with the person I love the most. I do wish I had someone right now, but things just don;t fall nicely into place at my end and it makes it so difficult for me. Maybe I'm too cautious, maybe I'm too scared, maybe my self esteem is just too low. Maybe I'm letting go of what's to be the future. It was never the case of not wanting it. Its a case of not being ready to give everything to someone whom I would want to be with. I had never been this uncertain about myself before and it scares me to thin...
This year, Chinese New Year just isnt as good as it used to be. I've no mood to do anything of sorts. Suddenly, I've lost the mood to blog and I've barely begun. Oh well. Happy New Year to everyone. (Not So) Happy New Year to me. I've been thinking. Thinking of how things might change. Thinking of whether I should hold on or go. Thinking of whether I should fight for it. Part of me says yes, another says no, and another says maybe. There was a point that I was ready to give up. He'd know. I talked to him about it. He said it probably would be the better choice. I don't know if I should have listened. I hate this feeling of not knowing what to do. Somehow, I'm just lost for words right now. I dont know what to type, I dont know what to say. Guess I should shut up now.
I guess it was just the way things fell into place and I ended up more towards the losing side. Its funny how everyone else manages to have time for their cliques and all, but I never seem to be able to fit my schedule into theirs, given what little time I have free. Either they're having breaks during class or having a group project discussion. Its been a tough semester and I just hope that at the end of it all, things might get better. More time for friends, more time with friends and most importantly, more time to enjoy life. I really miss hanging out with the usual bunch of guys - nura, izzy, aks, sany, keith, sha, candice, hazel etc. And I gotta agree with nura that we NEED a BBQ of some sort and be totally foolish and immature and freakin' knock ourselves out doing stupid random things. And to people like Joram, Cheryl, Guo-man, Leraine and Monkman (my chinese sister), you people really make my life a whole lot more fun these days. Being absolutely lame (Joram) is just so...
I've always thought of myself as standing on the line between a fighter and a quitter. Over the past few years, it seems that my viewpoints and mindsets towards certain, in fact, many things has changed. I seem to be more cautious about making decisions, I seem to want to know what I want for myself, I seem to take less risk, I seem to want to take the back seat more often than not, I seem to want to able to give people opportunities, I seem to want to be as much of a helping hand as possible. I find myself having to deal with so much internal conflict. I want be be able to be someone who knows what to do and be sure of his decisions. Its weird how I see myself sometimes. I don't drink, I don't smoke, clubbing just isn't my thing at this point of time. I play soccer, bowl, play the guitar, somewhat aspire to be a photographer one day, recently developed a passion for radio and audio production. Its quite a bit for someone who hasn't even turned 20 yet. I wanna be ab...
I can officially drive as of 28th January 2008. Thank You God. Thank You Grandpa. Today was the cremation, and i don't know it its pure coincidence but it was held in the same hall as my late grandma and grand uncle. So, I've been to the same service hall and the same viewing hall 3 times in a row. I miss him really badly though. No more watching him play tennis, no more ginger chicken for Chinese New Year, no more music and piano playing during gatherings, no more hugs and hand shakes, no more jokes. But you'll always live in my memory. Ok there's this issue that I need to let out. When someone passes away, you don't ever use the word "died". Its disrespectful and crude, I feel. I had asked about how I could get compassionate leave from class and the reply I got was, "Who died?". I was more shocked than anything, to hear this coming from this person. Someone I respected, someone I trusted. I'd rather forgive and forget but right now, its har...
I held his had as he took his final breaths, I watched as his breathing eased. He was no longer gasping for air. He felt at peace. He knew everyone was there with him, and I knew exactly how that felt. Though his hands were cold and lay motionless on the bed, there was life. There was always hope. His heart beating till its last. And he let out a tear. A simple tear which meant so much to me, to us. It bore so many words, so many emotions, so many wishes, that I just dont know how to describe it. It was a simple hello, a "how are you?", a "nice to see you", a "thank you", a "goodbye". But most of all it was an "I LOVE YOU AND I CARE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS." That was what touched my heart and I know he heard me. I know he heard my words. I know you'll never be able to read this but I just wanna say thank you for everything you've done for me, thank you for being the best grandfather, thank you for being a teacher, thank ...