Just in case you were wondering, the previous past was deleted because i felt i was too harsh. So yeah. This is what I have to say. First of all, don't think I don't know that everything isn't right. Right from day 1 I expeected this. Its a fact that has never been hidden. There is one thing which I really dont like about you and I will say this very crudely, straight to the point. I fucking hate the way you put down people and the way you criticise people. I'll be honest with you. Other than that I think you're a good friend. There's many things that accumulated over the past two years plus. I guess its in both you and me. We're similar in many ways and thats why we have so much tension. Its not as if I never tried to salvage our friendship. Its not easy and it will never be. Like you, I never wished to work with you at all. I never wanted to. But since we're in this together, we might as well work together. I'm still trying to make the best out of
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would you walk through the unknown of that alley or turn around the corner? Finally I'm back here blogging after what must be centuries of minutes and seconds. Been really busy the past few days with deadlines and more deadlines. School's been good so far. Hasnt really pissed the shit outta me yet. Oh and speaking of deadlines, my next assignment is due this wednesday and I havent even started typing the first letter of it. Anyway, friday was CCN day. For those of you that dont have the slightest clue what the heck it means, well, its just Campus Care Network Day. Had street soccer tournament with Adrian, Samuel, Meng and Bak. We won the first 3 matches and lost the last, but we still managed to get to the quarters which was something we never expected. Out of 4 matches i scored 9 goals. Just one more to hit double digits. Darn. Well that effort left me with a pulled left thigh muscle for good measure. I seriously need mad recuperating time before AFL starts. Ok, on to last n
Half filled or half drained? Ok so school was good. Other than the dumb fever returning, I guess everything was ok. Oh yes, Marketing. i swear i dont understand shit man. So friggin complicated. Its almost as if its a blitzkrieg of endless theories that flood our minds. I have to get someone that can explain to me all of that marketing this-and-that. Onto something else, I just browsed through the Mcphserson guitar website and i have to say I'm addicted to it. The combination of wood to create a kaleidascope of choices is absolutely brilliant. Price ranges from USD$4000 - USD$8000. If I ever intended to get one myself, I'd have to fly all the way to the US of A. The darn air fare alone would suck the life out of my poor wallet. Nevertheless, its a gem. A pure work of art. I must get my hands on one soon, by hook or by crook. The sample tracks they provide are simply amazing. Great tone, great beats, great music. All instrumentals by the way. Acheivement for the day: Finding th
In the com lab doing nothing at all. 2 hours to the next lecture and I was intending to do my journalism proposal, BUT, I just dont feel like doing it now. Heh. Maybe after this post i will be a wee bit more enlightened about what exactly i wanna write about. Ok. Great, now i have nothing to blog about. Haha. I don't have a nice picture to start with. More when i get home. out. GOLD IS THE NEW BLACK. ***** IS THE NEW UGLY. how suiting. Haha.
Where would you stand? Toilet politics. I abolutely hate it when the urinals in public toilets come in rows of 4s. Unless you're lucky enough to get the extreme right or left, you're sure to have a fellow male pissing beside you. So, for me, if either extreme is taken, I'll just wait for either one to be available. Ok, more on that next time. I just began my logo design for graphic design fundamentals. Pretty pleased with what I have so far. Though its little, I like it. Haha. I so need Boon's skills in design now. Tomorrow, theres marketing project in the morning before school. Hope we can get about half of it done in the 2 hours plus that we have. Oh and HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mothers. I dont know why I'm typing this cos i dont think there would be ay mother's i know of who would be reading this darn pathetic post right now, with my oh-so-abso-friggin-lutely long thesis on toilet politics. But in anycase, MOTHERS, be happy cos mother's day comes on
do we bend the rules or burn away like candles? Had fever yesterday. Was like dying during school. Boby aching all over. Infuriating shit. Haha. Anyway I'm feeling very much alive and kicking right now. Starting the feel the vibe for soccer tmr. Heh. Assignments, assignments. Why cant thou just piss of and leave me to enjoy life. Haha. Shakespeare for you. Deadlines are just under 2 weeks away and I've only completed my logo design report. Havent even started on the logo itself. Haha. Marketing not started yet. Monday hopefully we'll get some of it done. Journalism...Hmmm. Should be easy. MEDIA AND SOCIETY, god knows what we have to do. My group shortlisted a number of reference books from school but NEVER got down to checking them out again. All of these to be done in the coming week. Stressful but I like the challenge. Heh. Music was good today. Though my mind was not really working due to the after effects of the fever, i thi
SLK 8 - 1 Rainbow FC. Haha. Great game. Great result. The england connection. Wah with2, Quek with a hat-trick and not wanting to be left out, I had to join in the act with a hat-trick of my own. My official goal tally: 7 in 3 games. Really didnt expect to score so many so fast. Oh well. Haha. After match had training, then dinner with SLK. Celebrate Daryl Ong's birthday, well, include chubs, mark and me in there too. Chubs was on 3rd May, Daryl on the 4th and me and Mark on the 5th. Cool shit. So dinner was at Fish and Co. at Bugis. Good food, good laughs. Sorry we had to smash the cake on your face Daryl. Hahaha. Hows abouts I put that cake smashin video up on youtube.com? Haha. Daryl and his quest for world domination through the lamest of shits. Anyway Happy 18th birthday to all those who are supposed to be 18. Heh. Ok. I'm feeling kinda tired. Still have journalism project tmr and some stupid logo design and some research project to finish by end of the month. Bummer. Oh w
Does growing older make a person better or worse? Sometimes i ask myself that question and I tend to see more of the ugly side. Lack of guidance? Lack of God? I suppose its a combination of both, including many other sub-categories. It scares me when i sit down and ponder upon the negative changes I've seen in friends. I'm scared I'll be like them. I dont want to. I dont wanna be always thinking of myself and what benefits me only. I dont wanna be selfish. I dont wanna be seen by others in a negative way. Life's been a struggle as of late. Trying to get used to poly life and attending lectures etc. Thank God its been made easier by the bunch of great friends i have. One interesting thing about my clique is that there are a few chirstians and its been really great to know what they do in church and stuff. A whole new perspective for me. Sometimes as a catholic, I feel the church is dead. So much so to the extent that some of my christian friends are actuallly surprised t
Yesterday was a blast i tell you. Mad fun. Ok so here's how it went. Janine came first cos she finished dragon boat early then had no where to go so i asked her to come first and when she came, shae started counting my snapple caps and sorting each and every one of them out. I mean who the heck would bother to do that? Haha. Oh and she though my room was neat. Heh. Luckily. The band arrived next and so did the rest of the people. Pity i din have much time to spend with the band. Haha. Most of the time i was occupied with the TPians and E4 fellas. After eating, it was time for mad fun la. Haha.Obviously the E4 guys were telling the dumbest stories that would make you laugh your ass off. Oh and Freddy called. Haha. Ex-form teacher sua. Heh. The Sacian gang were all sitting in one corner having some mad girl talk before they decided to go up to my room. And so, i decided to go up as well. Air con heaven. Haha. Played guitar for a while upstairs before the whole St Pats gang came up. T