silhouette serenade

haha prelims results not that great. din really study so yeah. haha.quite unexpected la some results..haha in a good way. anyway time to continue studyin. bye.

exams good so far..papers been quite ok. haha. dunno if its good or not..except for the ss paper. mad sadistic. and the two history papers are coming. gonna be crazy again. haha. geog was dam easy.

study study study. thats basically it for now till the O's. haha. never felt this good studying. i dunno why. maybe its a new drive in me i guess. haha. oh well anyway todae went back to sch for geog lessons..so basically its not been a holiday week for me..back to sch four times in 5 days...gosh. well nothing much else. wont be bloggin very often for this period. so ya. thats about it for now... you're the light that shines in the dark sky.

okae.. i am back. so..much has happened over the past few days. wont start on that. k so anyway..monday supposed to be holiday BUT, had to go back sch to finsh up dnt. been in sch from 8.30 till 6 plus from mon to todae. super duper tired. haha. but its worth it la..i really like my project and my folio. haha. mad work. oh well...now the dnt year is over. its been great fun. alot of funny moments. oh well.. guess dats about it. back another time i guess.. haha. bye. the.romance.of.two. you.and.me

this post is just the way im feeling. its not meant to hurt anybody. why do i even bother to try so hard when u have your "best" or "good" friend there for you. apparently. every time she is there when both of us are around. i jus feel like u care more about her than u do about me. it feels like ur taking me for granted. do i have to compete with her jus for your care and concern? i know its fucking hard for you to please both sides and i know u care about ur friend...but do u give me as much considerations? why is it always me at fault when an issue arises between ur friend and me? why am i always the one that has to fucking give in? WHY? jus because im willing to change for our benefit? just like the time u told me that she got the job..i knew something like this was gonna happen. and its because im jealous that every fucking day she is working with you. u tell me its different when u are working...but thats not the point. its not gonna make me feel any better abo