i need rest. nose been bleeding for the past two days. its been eventful but good. i found out some things which will help me. i'm rediscovering ME. to be carefree and happy. 2 weeks time. i love you. =)
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do you see the same person in your reflection? i guess not. the same goes for many people out there. we think we see the same person each time we look into the "mirror of our life" but it just isnt the case. though its only human to err and to experience changes for better or for worse, there are those who become so selfish and self centred and feel that the whole world is against them. that different person in them just does not manifest and it brings people hurt. i've been like that myself and it sucks. some others whom i personally know are becoming a shadow of their true self. its sad. it caused conflict and pain. and if it doesnt stop, things are going to crumble and at the end of the day the only reason we can think of is "why did he/she change so much to kill the friendship and the memories we had?". dont let yourself be the catalyst of the negative. i hope u do come to realise that u changed so much that its
a tribute . eddie guerrero 1967 - 2005. the loss of a stellar performer. my deepest sympathy to his family and to all the fans of this respecte individual. he was one of sheer determination and talent. one of the all time greats of the WWE. in honour of eddie, "we lie, we cheat, we steal." anyway, its happy birthday to joyce. i hope she's alright. jus want her to have a good birthday w/o that hurt and sadness. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE! hope u will enjoy ur 17th birthday to the fullest.
bulls for sale. hmmm. maybe i'll get one... then i'll let it lose on YOU. fuck. never again will i waste my money and time for ue benefit and have u throw it all away. not say i gave much of a shit abt u in the first place. u dont ever act ur fucking age and ur like the person with the worst character. two faced. i just cant imagine how ungrateful u are. though its your right to do whatever u want with it, i feel u should have a little more RESPECT for those who put in effort to make u smile. u've wasted ur dam life away. truly. im out. bitch.
carved in stone. i guess its too late. i'm sorry i couldnt be the one to push u further. it seems a harsh reality to face but its up to us to decide our own future and carve our life story into a rock. i feel sad for you, and i know the rest do too. don't give up the fight without trying and give urself the confidence to know u can do it. stop thinking negative and it will work wonders. trust me. procrastination gets u no where and i did hope u learnt from my experience. the ill feeling of not making it. but i guess u need to take that same hard road to success.
writings on the wall. O's todae. maths and SS. easy. tmr is gonna be tough. CHEM and history P1. gonna get quarantined for like 4 fucking hours cos paper clash. sian. oh well. im tired. haha but i need to study. once wednesday is over it'll be better. lol. class t shit was totally fucked up. a barcode with a fucking outline and a stupid heading that read: 4E4 2 - 1000 - 5. WTF. fucking wasted 20 fucking bucks for crap. and apparently my design couldnt be used cos the shirt guy had to make a new mould. lame. and ASHER screwed the fucking design up. yes the arrogant guy. now i've got to do editing on the shirt with my twin marker. dumb ass. cant draw still go do the design. and yes he think's he's the greatest at everything with a fucking high pitched squeaky s.o.b voice. ah whatever la. i'll prolly do a nice t shirt for the guys anytime. hmmms maybe i'll go do my own and give it to everybody excep
a glowing condom. todae was boring. woke up at 11.30. haha started studying right away. then had lunch at home. study study study. chem is mad giving problem. but maths? haha. k la still not too bad. O's on monday sia. still hasnt hit me. thank god im done with most of my revision. im worried for the "small one". the fella really gonna kena. pls pray for him. those that know who the "small one" refers to. sometimes its disappointing to see ur friend on the edge. knowing he/she might just be able to pull through the exams. its scary. well lets jus hope for the best. and btw, for those that thought it was a glowin condom, i bet i got ya fooled. its just an innocent little halogen light bulb. haha. thelove.
choir practice was good. haha. never felt this good in dam long. and after prac had fellowship. dam fun. mad wiping dirty stuff on one another. haha. madness la we all. and caitlyn was mad wiping shit on me. got like 60 % of her sweat on my t shirt. -.- haha but nvm la. she's still young. well now quite tired. haha one whole day of study and music. gonna watch man u game at 3.30. by the time i sleep will be 6 am sia. hahaha. mad and i got to meet my dearest bianca tmr...hope i can wake up. k la dats all for now. 5 to O's 21 to grad nite.