I guess it was just the way things fell into place and I ended up more towards the losing side. Its funny how everyone else manages to have time for their cliques and all, but I never seem to be able to fit my schedule into theirs, given what little time I have free. Either they're having breaks during class or having a group project discussion.

Its been a tough semester and I just hope that at the end of it all, things might get better. More time for friends, more time with friends and most importantly, more time to enjoy life.

I really miss hanging out with the usual bunch of guys - nura, izzy, aks, sany, keith, sha, candice, hazel etc. And I gotta agree with nura that we NEED a BBQ of some sort and be totally foolish and immature and freakin' knock ourselves out doing stupid random things.

And to people like Joram, Cheryl, Guo-man, Leraine and Monkman (my chinese sister), you people really make my life a whole lot more fun these days. Being absolutely lame (Joram) is just so entertaining sometimes, though i do feel like stuffing my slipper down your throat. hahahaha.

And to YOU. Thanks for every single smile, for every word you speak, for every time you're there. Maybe you just don't know how important you are just yet. I don't really need to say anything here, cos you'd know, somehow :)

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