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Went CBC to bowl yesterday and I must say, it was good with Uncle Jack there telling me what I was doing wrong and stuff. And the FURY is working perfectly fine, but my spongebob ball hasnt arrived yet. Grrrr. Its taking damn long and its beginning to annoy me. Right now, I'm having a massive mind block which isnt good. Especially when I have to think of how to do my Ben&Jerry's commercial tomorrow. Ok, I seriously have nothing much to blog about. Gonna be missing Sentosa tomorrow too. Damn this sucks.
I didnt like the way practice went yesterday. Somehow I was jus wishing we didnt have practice at all. I mean, trying to figure out how to play that newly composed song and getting all annoyed with it was jus the wrong thing to happen on such a moody day. To be honest, I dont really fancy us writing our own songs, basically because the songs never turn out good enough, or sound fantastic. The lyrics are kinda typical and the melody just sucks sometimes, so much so, it annoys the shit outta me. After prac I went to check out Amplify in the big audi, and I guess I sorta know where I belong. Bianca was complaining that they were too loud and stuff, but personally I think its just what I need. I like their dynamism, I like their creativity, I like their outlook, most of all, I like the music they play. Plus, I think by playing with them, I'll certainly improve alot faster and I'll become a better guitarist all round. Right now, I might consider joining them on a part time basis, wh...
I dont really know if I'm happy with the way things are. The music I'm playing, in this case. Somehow, I feel restricted in SJMM and I wanna do something different. Its kinda stifling at times when all you can do is play the same old songs, play the same style week in week out. I want something to freshen myself up. I need something that would make me want to play for God even more than now. I need something to draw me closer. Something to make me burn with desire to play better and better. But I just dont know what i is. Maybe a change of environment?
Sarah asked me to do this. Dont ask me why. Its supposed to decribe the way I feel about her. APPARENTLY. Stupid girl. Hahahaha. i love you more than words could ever describe its like how the moon embraces the stars like how flowers love the sun its just like how prata doesnt taste right without curry sometimes and drinking warm coke without ice u mean that much to me
BMR is like a bad (and persistent) sex partner. It makes you stay up all night, and the only satisfaction you get is when it ends: "OMG WE'RE DONE, YAY!!!!" As quoted from Sany. HAHAHA. I swear it cracked me up. Anyway, pirates was ok la. Got a bit lost somewhere is all the fighting and nonsensity. LOL. But it was not too bad a movie for a Friday night. Better than bumming aound at home. Been doing nothing much else than school work. Thank God I can sleep in tomorrow. I hope Bernard is playing soccer tomorrow, then I can get my dose of footy.
Dear friend, I know its been going kinda tough for you in school and I know exactly how it feels. We go through times like these and I believe it only makes us stronger. You will see who your real friends are, who cares for you and who bothers about what goes on in your life. Take heart in what you see, for He has a plan for you which will surely be made known to you in due time. I believe that you will have a great future ahead of you, so don't be disheartened by what you see and feel right now. I've always said it and I'll say it again. If ever you need someone to turn to, I'm there. Your brother in Christ, Me
What irritates me is that my dad doesnt seem happy that I listen to secular music. He comes into my room when I'm jamming away then goes, "It is christian music?" I say, "No." And her gives me a slight frown. My point is that, though I'm into christian rock and stuff doesnt mean I listen to it 24/7. I get the impression that he thinks all my music should be christian stuff and that its wrong to listen to rock songs. Unless he can tell that its Eric Clapton or some well known musician, he'll always ask and its beginning to annoy me. I mean, whats wrong with listening to secular music? He seems to be going a bit over the top at times but I dont really know how to tell him. Playing for church is something I enjoy and love but my life doesnt just revolve around that. Im off to bed.
First of all, I'd just wanna say a big thank you to everyone who wished me yesterday and to those who turned up at my place. I really really really appreciate everything you people did. Yesterday started off with soccer at Marine Terrace and I was lucky enough to get myself injured. How nice. Haha. Landed awkwardly after a tackle and I sprained my left ankle. So its nicely bandaged up right now. Nick, Julian and Joyce came first and they got me this really nice leather belt. Heh. Then Nicholas and Darren came and the rest of everbody soon after. Karl, Zack, Jonny, Aaron and Mitch were here too and it was real nice to see them since MOS. Dinner was basically catered stuff and a whole load of satay, which by the way, I still have about 50 over sticks left over. LOL. The amazing part of the day was when abt 15 of us squeezed into my rather tiny room. Inlcuding Kenny Yong. HAHA. Out of the 15 of us 9 of us were from St Pats. Seems normal huh? Well, it was rather interesting. Every St P...
I sorta received some good news today. Apparently I'm on the Director's Honours List but I just dont quite get it. All along I had the impression that it was for the whiz kids with gpa of 3.5 and above. And my results are not exactly fantastic. So even though my parents were happy for me and all that, I just felt wierd. Its almost as if they gave me the award because of a lack of students making the 3.5 grade in CMM. I honestly feel as though I dont deserve the award for anything, basically cos my results dont seem to match their expectations. I dont even know if I should feel happy about it at all. I'm just not the straight A student that everyone hopes to be and...Sigh. Forget it. Maybe I'm thinking too much. I don't know.
Yesterday was soccer day and we seriously played some fucking good footy. Been a long time since I played on a pitch bigger than a street soccer court. At first, it was supposed to be me, Keith, Aks, Gim Siong, Afiq, Perry and a few others [including Faridah] who were playing. LOL. But knowing guys, there would always be people who'd wait near the court for people to come and just join in the fun. So about 20 others played and it was sweet. Haha. Surprisingly, one guy came up to me and asked," Aye you were the St Pat's captain last time right? I can remember you were one of their best players." It felt really good to know that there were guys, whom I didnt really know, who acknowledged me. At the same time, I was pretty much caught by surprise. Maybe I still have it. I think I do. Earlier in the day was CCA recruitment drive, and I was at the bowling booth with my football juggling about and freestyling abit. I think there was this guy who went,"Eh this one bowli...