I sorta received some good news today. Apparently I'm on the Director's Honours List but I just dont quite get it.

All along I had the impression that it was for the whiz kids with gpa of 3.5 and above. And my results are not exactly fantastic. So even though my parents were happy for me and all that, I just felt wierd. Its almost as if they gave me the award because of a lack of students making the 3.5 grade in CMM.

I honestly feel as though I dont deserve the award for anything, basically cos my results dont seem to match their expectations. I dont even know if I should feel happy about it at all. I'm just not the straight A student that everyone hopes to be and...Sigh.

Forget it. Maybe I'm thinking too much.

I don't know.

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