Updated G.A.S list: Kelley Compressor Erinie Ball VP Getting today: DT 10 Nova Delay Pending: Hotcake The life of a guitarist. HAHA. Joram, its time you started.
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I'm sick and tired of it. I feel like I don't wanna play anymore. I feel you guys are better off without me, and I definitely will feel better not being there. I hate the black faces I see every damn time. I hate the way I've been spoken to at times. I wanna go back and be happy but I just can't. I think I've had enough. Thanks for the memories but maybe its time to leave. I really don't feel like I wanna be a part of this anymore.
For $1 Million: Which of these U.S. presidents appeared on the television series "Laugh In"? A. Lyndon Johnson B. Richard Nixon C. Jimmy Carter D. Gerald Ford Contestant: I'd like to use my lifeline, call my parents. Erm, I wanna talk to my father. - Host talks to father - Contestant: Er, hi dad. Erm, I don't really need your help but I just wanna let you know that I'm gonna win the million dollars. Cos the U.S. President that appeared on "Laugh In" is Richard Nixon. - Host stunned - Coolness I swear.
I think as individuals, we need to learn to have patience and understanding. Its tough when things don't go our way but there will always be light at the end of the tunnel and believe me, its not a bloody oncoming train. "SHIT HAPPENS" Yeah, you're right it happens, but how do you pick yourself up? How do you make the effort to make yourself better? How much do you want for it to happen? Its easy to point the blame at people, but when you pull yourself out of the entire situation and look at it as a whole, your perspective changes. You then learn to prove to yourself that you can do it, you prove to yourself that you possess talents that are worthy of an individual like yourself and no one can take that away from you. Its a gift from God. If you need to talk, I'm here. If you NEED to talk, He's there.
He was right there, waiting. Why didn't I just reach out and go closer? Maybe its true. I've been trying too hard to do things on my own. Yet all the time, HE was there, standing next to me, waiting for me, looking over me. I was ignorant yet you never gave up on me. Thank You God. G.A.S. God Acquisition Syndrome.
Why the hell does it always seem like I try too fucking hard. Why the hell does it seem like I try but never get the fucking things right. Why the fuck does it always fucking happen to me. Why the fuck do I even bother trying. Why the fuck do I even bother learning. Why the fuck do I think so fucking much about stupid fucked up things that shouldn't be making me feel so fucked up at all. Why can't I fucking up my level of performance. Why can't I fucking relax when I need to. Why is my fucking metal strength so fucked up. Why the fuck do I keep trying when I know its not going to fucking work. Why can't I fucking improve. Why the fuck do I always bowl scores like a fucking pussy even when I don't fucking do anything majorly wrong. Why can't I fucking have more patience for things. Why can't I fucking do what I keep telling myself to do. SERIOUSLY. WHY THE FUCKING HELL.
"I recently bought a Epi LP Custom Plus from a seller online. When i plug it into the Laney LG 12 Amp. Turned on everything and the overdrive to the max to give it a test, i suddenly heard songs, erm.. some oldies hokkien songs . . I thought i was hallucinating, so i called my girlfriend and let her hear it through the phone. She confirmed that she heard it too.. Errr.. is that by any chance, someone can explain to me technically why does this happen? I thought it was some frequency issue, but after hearing for awhile, it doesn't sound like a radio channel to me. It's not some eerie songs, but just normal songs playing. Not one song repeating, but different songs playing. Hmmm.." Sorry dude but I just gotta say this. DKS. By the way, Sarah Ong can you please make yourself free soon. You have disappeared for too long. LOL.
I know I havent been posting much and its basically down to work and bowling and a whole shitload of laziness. I deeply apologise for the 2 liner posts that came before this. Anyhow, I somehow feel like there isnt much to blog about - no interesting things, no life changing altercations, not even the simplest of random facts. Maybe its just me, but then again, I dunno. Haha. Work's been kind to me and pretty fun to say the least. Been going around doing on location recordings for 12 Lotus, been working on new compositions for ads, working on guitar tracks and stuff, so its quite hands on and I'm enjoying internship very much. Good thing is, I get a studio to myself most of the time, which gives me alot of opportunities to experiment and work on things. Hopefully I'll get a few tracks out by September. So yes, a short update for now. Till the next entry then, though I dont really know who bothers to even check back on this weblog which has been collecting a fair bit of dust.