I feel lousy about myself, I feel absolutely terrible, I feel like I'm losing purpose, I feel very distant. Seriously, fuck this. No, no. I mean FUCK THIS.
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Happy Birthday Keith! Yes, I'm back again. Been too lazy to blog lately but since I have time at work, I'll update. So, work's been good so far. I've been enjoying myself the past 2 weeks with work and stuff but its getting boring. I need new things to do. It sucks having to edit 15 people doing the same voiceover script over and over again. Some are nice to hear, some are totally beyond rescue. And I've forgotten what else I wanted to blog about. Dang. Ok nevermind. Till next time! LOL.
Work was good today. Getting more used to the people there and I had stuff to do! Hahaha. Did a VO in the morning, sat in for a recording in the afternoon then did my own research and jammed. Pretty cool eh? Anyway I just got back and I'm pretty tired. Driving's been getting better I guess. Hope my dad lets me use the car soon. HAHA. BYE.
First day at work was pretty okay. Met new people, had a bit of fun here and there and that was pretty much it. Thats all for work. Now onto the rest of my life. Two words - FUCKED UP. I'm not gonna elaborate cos nobody's gonna bother anyway. Its just words that aren't worth reading. For those that know whats going on, its just not as simple as it seems. Fuck the free world.
Some random photo from long ago. I shot a photo of myself - how interesting. LOL. Horton on Monday with Sarah, Semi Pro yesterday with Joram, Ethan and Sany. Was supposed to watch another movie today, however, the wallet screamed "BROKE". So I duly stayed home, lazed around, tried to desperately free up some space in my utterly cluttered macbook - which by the way is on the verge of dying. Ultimately, I ended up recording jam tracks which I'd say wern't too bad. Maybe a little bit messy with the solos, but what the heck, its a JAM TRACK. The past few days have been good I guess. Pretty much enjoying my time before i start SIP in about 1 and a half weeks. Sheesh. I'm actually pretty nervous about it. Don't really know whats gonna happen or how things are gonna work. Speaking of work, yes, I need to get some clothes for work. More shirts and pants. Unless they let me work in berms and slippers. LOL. Out.
HERE IS WHY YOU SHOULD BUY AN iPOD Today, the humble iPod withstood its toughest test yet - falling 12 feet into a drain, no, a storm drain. Here's how it happened. Me, Sany, Ethan and JORAM were sitting just outside the Esplanade, accompanying Rachel on her wonderful job of counting people. Prior to taking a seat, we all concluded that we should be careful not to drop any of our precious belongings into the drain. So we sat, and chatted till about 10. It was time to leave, when Mr Stupid of the day, JORAM TAN, got up and down went his iPod nano into the filthy shithole. Laughter was the order of the day, and we could not stop. HAHAHAHA. SORRY JORAM. We called security, who then called the maintainence people, who then had to climb into the storm drain to pick out his precious little gadget. The song playing on his iPod at that time - Its My Curse. AND IT STILL WORKED. How apt. LOL. Anyway, SIP launch today. Yellow Box Studios I shall be heading to. $500 per month allowance. Citib...
QINGLING says: to our dearest QUARTER MASTER...... the committee has decided to send you on behalf to represent our cca TENPIN BOWLING to go for the Student Leader Training Camp (SLTC) on the 8 and 9 of April. This is YOUR HONOUR! =) please take note and record it on your calendar just in case you forgets...... ¦ mª®©™¦~Lσ-§µ×?~ [Experience Is What You Get, When You Don't Get What You Want] says: I AM NOT GOIN EAT SHIT AND DIE HAHAHA. Marc, Marc, Marc. Retarded as ever.
One thing I really don't understand. I have a bloody license but my parents don't allow me to use the car. I see so many of my friends having their own cars a month after they pass, or are able to drive on their own at the very least. Its been 2 months since i passed, yet i don't get to drive on my own. Whats the frickin logic man. Seriously. Who's the one who kept asking me to take my bloody license, and now who's the one saying I'm not allowed to drive on my own. Whats the use of reading the papers and keep telling me about youngsters dying in accidents etc. Its not gonna make me a better driver of any sort you know. Parents nowadays. SIGH. Sarah, I know you feel the same way. LOL.
I was right about you people all along. Since the first day I spent with you till today, I had an impression. That impression was justified. You never spare a thought for others, you think you're some superstar and that people should bow down to you. Please, wake up your fucking ideas. Do you really think you'll go far in life doing what you do now? Do you think people really like you? Do you think people respect you for who you are? Think carefully. The reason why I've such and angsty person of late is because of you. You really disgust me so much, I'd rather watch my dog mate than talk to you. I really don't know why I opened up to you, I don't know why I bothered being nice, I don't know why I bothered saving your asses when you were desperate. Why the hell are there even people like you in the world? Its you that make the world an absolute shit hole to live in. I very well know that hate is a strong word, but honestly, the acute dislike i have for you mi...
I want to perform on a big stage one day. Lights, crowd, a full band set up and hopefully a night to remember for people. Dream chasing probably isnt such a bad thing. Hah. Its touching how a performance can bring up tears. All i know its that if you put your heart into each performance, you'll create that emotion which many performers lack. Hopefully someday I'll be able to do that. Take the music to a whole new level. Van's concert last night thought me a few things. I was touched, I was inspired. I felt proud of her. Just watching her dance was probably the best thing of the day, 100000 times better than performing at MediaBiz awards. Munah and Charmaine were seriously good too. And guess what. I started typing at 12pm, its now 1.11 am. I forgot to click "PUBLISH POST". Smart.