okae. todae's entry wont be about everything that occured todae. just about 3 lil incidents that showed he wasnt man enough to accept an apology i gave about 2 weeks ago.

was playing soccer after sch. his team had 12 players, mine had 9. they obviously had an advantage and so they wont. after that he made a remark which went, "u all lousy la. cannot even score." i knew it was targetting me cos i had my last shot saved. ok nvm, jus forgot about. den i had to go home, and once again, he tried his lame attempt at being sacarstically stupid. he said,"wah lose only go home." and that was a clear remark made at me. so i went home to get my boots and all to go for training with the c boys then back to school. went to help. and so after i changed in the sch toilet and when i came out, he was with his frens and again, he said,"why the hell is he going for the c boys training?" i tot of hitting back but nvm. kept my cool.

main point is, he's got no courage. he can say that i dont dare tell things straight to his face, but look what he did? did he dare say it to my face? most prolly he's jealous cos he's never got into a standard of soccer where the national team was in his cards. also, because next year i might be leading the soccer team, i guess he's not very cool about it. the c division coach favours me cos i put in effort to go for extra training and bond with those that are gonna be in the team next year. i did my part todae by helping assist the coach with training. imparting what knowledge i have of the sport to the younger guys. but he may read this and start saying cos he's in sec 4 o levels coming, no longer need to play soccer for sch. i will let him be. but this was the point i know, he will never be someone hu can shed that arrogance to be someone better. pride gets the better of him.

even on the day i apologized to him, he did nothing that a real man would do to honour a sincere apology. he did not look me in the eye, neither did he say its ok. all he gave was a simple, dull toned "ok." guess he's simply got no balls. now, what does that say about his attitude? you decide.

to that fucker, why dont u do what u say i din dare to do and prove to me u've got the courage to tell things straight to my face. i gave you a sincere apology in front of people, i tried talking to you as a friend. its not my fault anymore. its YOURS.

have some dignity in yourself.

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