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Croc farm today for Advanced TV shoot. Hah. The bunch of crocs are seriously FAT. I really hope we can pull off the croc job. Anyways, besides that AIA qualifiers pretty much sucked, but given that I havent had any training before yesterday, I think I did pretty ok. 186 ave but its still bullshit. All I need is 2 more spares per game. Thats all. Cant be too difficult I hope. Tomorrow gonna bowl the 2pm and 3 pm squads. Hope they come good. HAHA. ok I got lazy. BYE.

My dad comes into my room to get some stuff and I'm sitting on my bed, surfing soccernet.com while listening to an acoustic version of Dolphin's Cry by Magni. Then he asks, "Is that christian music?" I say no. "Its not Third Day?" No, I say. He walks out seemingly disturbed. What is the damn matter with listening to secular music? Come on, even Tai Anderson from Third Day tunes in to some Metallica. It really really really annoys the shit outta me whenever this happens. Its not like I'm listening to screaming death satanic metal and shit. Its just rock for god's sake. Alterbridge becomes bad music just cos its noisy in his opinion. I appreciate and I like to listen to christian music more often than not. If music is going according to my dad's way, its just christian music and nothing else. Thats one reason why I couldnt improve my guitar playing at all for quite some time - cos I've been listening to christian music so often that my playing

I'm starting to achieve a realisation of things, what I want, how I see things, standing up for what I believe. Sometimes I think I'm practical, sometimes I think I could do more. Other times I may be just plain annoyed and at times cynical - which I find pretty amusing. And...I lost my way. Hah. Talk about knowing what I want. Hell yeah. I wanted a midnight/pre-dawn rant after a sham of a second half by Man United. Seriously dudes, pick up your friggin game.