silhouette serenade

Filming: From the eyes of me

Went CBC to bowl yesterday and I must say, it was good with Uncle Jack there telling me what I was doing wrong and stuff. And the FURY is working perfectly fine, but my spongebob ball hasnt arrived yet. Grrrr. Its taking damn long and its beginning to annoy me. Right now, I'm having a massive mind block which isnt good. Especially when I have to think of how to do my Ben&Jerry's commercial tomorrow. Ok, I seriously have nothing much to blog about. Gonna be missing Sentosa tomorrow too. Damn this sucks.

I didnt like the way practice went yesterday. Somehow I was jus wishing we didnt have practice at all. I mean, trying to figure out how to play that newly composed song and getting all annoyed with it was jus the wrong thing to happen on such a moody day. To be honest, I dont really fancy us writing our own songs, basically because the songs never turn out good enough, or sound fantastic. The lyrics are kinda typical and the melody just sucks sometimes, so much so, it annoys the shit outta me. After prac I went to check out Amplify in the big audi, and I guess I sorta know where I belong. Bianca was complaining that they were too loud and stuff, but personally I think its just what I need. I like their dynamism, I like their creativity, I like their outlook, most of all, I like the music they play. Plus, I think by playing with them, I'll certainly improve alot faster and I'll become a better guitarist all round. Right now, I might consider joining them on a part time basis, wh

I dont really know if I'm happy with the way things are. The music I'm playing, in this case. Somehow, I feel restricted in SJMM and I wanna do something different. Its kinda stifling at times when all you can do is play the same old songs, play the same style week in week out. I want something to freshen myself up. I need something that would make me want to play for God even more than now. I need something to draw me closer. Something to make me burn with desire to play better and better. But I just dont know what i is. Maybe a change of environment?

Sarah asked me to do this. Dont ask me why. Its supposed to decribe the way I feel about her. APPARENTLY. Stupid girl. Hahahaha. i love you more than words could ever describe its like how the moon embraces the stars like how flowers love the sun its just like how prata doesnt taste right without curry sometimes and drinking warm coke without ice u mean that much to me

The 2 and a half hours I spent talking to you on the phone was great. It made me feel alot better about so many things and I guess as much that it made things clearer for you as well. :) We hardly see each other cos of our timetables but its fucking nice to know that you'll always be there. Heh.